Work never fails to tire me out. It doesn't matter how much sleep or caffeine I've had, at the end of my shift I am just plum tuckered out. That was me borrowing a phrase from the homestead.

Sometimes I just don't want to talk to anyone. Like today. I just want to curl up in my bed and read and forget the rest of the world exists. I want to forget some of the things I've been longing for, I want to forget the things I know I have to do (which is pathetic, because right now it's only going to work, which usually consists only of folding endless pieces of clothing)...I just want to sleep and read the day away. I could even do without eating. I just feel so constantly fatigued. I'm pretty sure it's because of my poor state of health right now too. So at least there's hope that it will get better. There's always hope.

Still, I think also that I could really use a week without seeing anyone. I think that's probably really selfish. Idleness and fatigue are not good. Not at all. I need to fight through it. I am thankful that I don't have to do the fighting myself, because right now I feel like I just don't have the strength.