when tired = giddy

I was so tired at Navs tonight. I shouldn't have gone, but I wanted to. And then it turned out to be the longest, most boring talk on earth. And I was being so rude during it. Blah.

But tomorrow I take a German test and then immediately go to the airport to fly to Omaha where I meet the team members I don't know and catch up with the ones I do. Why am I so nervous? I will be praying that God would continue to affirm that EA was the right decision. I don't know why it wouldn't be. I hate doubt. It's like an infection that won't go away.

I'm also feeling kinda stressed right now about my two midterms next week and the stage two of the term paper I have to turn in. (Why are you downcast, oh my soul?...my hope is in Him). I will make it through if it is God's will. How I love Him. How I need Him.