happy holiday

So last night I tried to post this blog, but my computer froze (oh the joys of being at home). But it was probably a good thing, because I was maybe a tad emotional.

Ok, well, Thanksgiving so far has not been life shattering, but it hasn't been easy, either. Far from it. This whole thing with my dad sucks. I know, sucks is strong language, but that's how much it sucks. I got upset, I got angry, I cried a lot. A few times. I cried with my brother, and my mom says it's good because it's good for him to see that I'm struggling with this too. Yeah...I think that's about as far as I'm going to let myself go here. Because "A fool gives full vent to his spirit, but a wise man quietly holds it back." Yeah, Solomon was definitely wise, even though he had like, 700 wives and concubines. I will say, though, that everything going on with my dad makes me want to be single for the rest of my life. But that's enough of that...

So it's the day after Thanksgiving, and our neighbors who are always first to put up decorations have theirs up. It's a giant blow-up santa and a gianter blow-up snowglobe. As my mom and I were driving by, I was like, tomorrow we're taking a picture and she was like, why don't you just do it now, and I was like only if you do it with me, and the result? I now have some crazy candid pictures of me and my mom with the giant santa and snow globe. Yeah, we're cool. There's no denying it. We're thinking about making them our Christmas cards. I don't usually make Christmas cards, but I'd do it just because of these pictures.

Other than all that, I miss my Minnesota friends. And my Indiana friend, and my Texas friend, and my Nebraska friends. I just miss my friends.