I feel a little bit exposed. some friends and I actually talked about our blogs tonight. it's weird, isn't it? it doesn't seem like people actually read this until they say something about it and then you're just like...wow, people read this. Crazy. It almost makes me want to censor what I write, but I won't.

So tomorrow I see my EA team again for the first time since China. I cannot stinkin' wait! How crazy is it to see these 15 amazing people again. I wonder how it will be different. Will I be disappointed? Maybe, simply because I've built it up so much. But then, maybe not. They are some sweet brothers and sisters. The question now is, why am I still awake?

Another thing: it's funny how sad things can be when a routine gets messed up. I never really thought I was much of a routine kind of person. anyway, I'm done thinking tonight. I just can't anymore. If I do, I'll think too much.