Ruminations post-grad

Monday, December 05, 2005

I AM BURNT OUT!!!! I am so sick of writing papers. And I'm sick of school. And I'm sick of not getting eight hours of sleep per night.

Ok, I'm done complaining now. Sorry about that.

I was looking at my last entry, and I think I shouldn't write things like that. I thought about deleting it, but then I was like, no, just let it be. But I renounce my "yeah, that'll happen" comment. That was dumb. It's like asking for someone to say "of course it will happen, Morgan." No no no no no no no no no no no. In reality, yeah, I want to get married, I don't know many people who don't, but that's not my main goal, I refuse to let it be, because ok, it can be great, but it can be stinkin' hard and Jesus is better anyway! If He's the only man in my life the rest of my life, GOOD!! I'll have consistency throughout life and into eternity! I have to be careful about saying that kind of thing though too, because I think sometimes the reason people want to stay single can be just as selfish as some of the reasons for wanting to get married. My selfish reason for remaining single would be fear. But then my selfish desire for wanting to be married would be to feel good about myself. I must continue to fight against both of those. Anyway, feel free to disagree, but it's a thought.

You know what I'm supposed to be doing right now? Writing a paper. That's right. I'll get it done. Hopefully. I better.

This is a very pointless blog entry.

1 Comments:

  • At 12:11 AM, Blogger car said…

    This is what all young people go through-keep up the good fight! Great blog.

     

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